"I never thought to ask if you were cold hearted" - ZacBrownBand

The past few weeks have been a rollercoaster with Mr. Unattainable.  Last time I blogged about him I really wanted a relationship with him.  However, I am at the point where if this thing is meant to be just fun then bring on the fun, forget our “relationship status”.  Which apparently hurt his feelings, since I was later bombarded with serious conversations about his feelings and his longing to be with me.  After asking A why guys in my life are so emotional, she kindly reminded me that they need to be in order to balance out my “cold heart”…oh right, I forgot.

Trying to plan a weekend to visit and talk face to face has been a headache.  He is taking weekend courses and I am too broke to travel to City Far Away right now.  Even though I was away with friends for the better part of the weekend, I was able to have a brief but excellent visit with Mr. Unattainable today.  He was in Nearby City visiting his nieces and asked that I stop by.  We went shopping and were able to get away for a little while to talk just the two of us.  We talked about his new job, my search for a job, and his desire to see me more often.  I have a hard time talking about my feelings to anyone, so I mostly just agreed with everything he said.  He seems to be interested in me, to the point of him asking me to move and buy a house with him in Yucky Suburb Far Away.  To which I laughed off as if he was joking…though I’m not really sure he was. 

After a few hours of him dropping too much money on his nieces, we parted ways (not without some over the top PDA in the parking lot…which I am feeling too old for).  He promises that he is coming to visit next weekend, and depending on if they are around or at the beach house he says he might even be willing to meet my parents.  My trust in men (and all humans) is at an all time low right now, so I will believe this visit when I see it. 

Until Next Time,

Kiki